Transformative erotic writings from my dreams & visions.
Bowl of Light
Shedding the snake
My intention for this journey was twofold: close the chapter of my life that revolved around fertility and monogamy (two marriages that did not serve me), and open a new chapter of chosen infertility (I had my fallopian tubes removed on February 6th) and non-monogamy. A very important part of this ritual would be feeding the marriage certificate from my abusive second marriage into the fire.
Sleeping with the enemy
“Until at last, I threw down my enemy and smote his ruin upon the mountainside.” [Tolkein]
Into the Unknown
I lost a client this week. I lost her suddenly.
What dreams may come…
What do you do when sleep betrays you? When the one place where you’re meant to feel the safest is no longer safe?
An education.
They say that adversary is a great teacher. I am currently a devout student.
The Great Divide
There have been many times in my life when mothering has been in direct conflict with my ability to support a client. Most of the time I’m able to let it go pretty quickly. This time was much more difficult though.
It’s been two years…
So how am I doing two years on from the flooding of July 10th 2023?
Sometimes we’re too late.
Sometimes this happens. Sometimes we are too late. Sometimes no matter how much we’d like to be there in someone’s final moments their schedule is different from our schedule.
Dear Granny,
I have memories of a magical childhood stitched with love, pot roast, perfectly crisp sheets, and the twinkle of her blue eyes. I love you Granny, I miss you.
A letter to my daughter knowing someday I will die.
What the final outcome of this death will be remains to be seen. Right now we are orbiting in the liminal space of waiting.
Lindsay Hargis Post — Shamanic Touch Therapist 