My intention for this journey was twofold: close the chapter of my life that revolved around fertility and monogamy (two marriages that did not serve me), and open a new chapter of chosen infertility (I had my fallopian tubes removed on February 6th) and non-monogamy. A very important part of this ritual would be feeding the marriage certificate from my abusive second marriage into the fire.
Tag: divorce
Sleeping with the enemy
“Until at last, I threw down my enemy and smote his ruin upon the mountainside.” [Tolkein]
An education.
They say that adversary is a great teacher. I am currently a devout student.
A letter to my daughter knowing someday I will die.
What the final outcome of this death will be remains to be seen. Right now we are orbiting in the liminal space of waiting.
The Cailleach commeth
Today I will watch the Cailleach weave her veil of snow and just be.
I held my breath for FIVE minutes.
I do this thing where I breath & hold my breath. Maybe you’ve heard of it…
I’m living in a Jane Austin novel
I thought we were different. I was wrong.
I was a Kingmaker
As I reflect on it more and more I have come to understand that I fell into an age old story.
Lindsay Hargis Post — Shamanic Touch Therapist 