My intention for this journey was twofold: close the chapter of my life that revolved around fertility and monogamy (two marriages that did not serve me), and open a new chapter of chosen infertility (I had my fallopian tubes removed on February 6th) and non-monogamy. A very important part of this ritual would be feeding the marriage certificate from my abusive second marriage into the fire.
Tag: mental health
Sleeping with the enemy
“Until at last, I threw down my enemy and smote his ruin upon the mountainside.” [Tolkein]
What dreams may come…
What do you do when sleep betrays you? When the one place where you’re meant to feel the safest is no longer safe?
An education.
They say that adversary is a great teacher. I am currently a devout student.
It’s been two years…
So how am I doing two years on from the flooding of July 10th 2023?
A letter to my daughter knowing someday I will die.
What the final outcome of this death will be remains to be seen. Right now we are orbiting in the liminal space of waiting.
Reflections of Covid
It was weird. It was defeating. It was a reminder of an ancient pact that I made with Spirit.
